i’m so tired all the time. sometimes i want to sleep forever with intervals of fucking as hard as i hate myself. a frenzy of skin and limbs and mouths. sometimes i want to climb the highest staircase i can find and throw myself down them just to see if i will fall in slow motion like i do in my dreams. sometimes i think i could live off of menthol cigarettes and endless cups of coffee. sometimes i want to kiss the first boy i see and then runaway and think of all the things he could be thinking. sometimes i don’t want to think at all. sometimes i try not to think at all and i end up thinking (louder than if i hand’t tried to stop thinking), “stop thinking, stop thinking, stop thinking” over and over until i feel as if i’ve gone mad. i’m so fucking tired all the time.
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no bb u r the doll. trust me, i’m merely a piece of trash someone tossed into a can of garbage.
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